Binge Eating Disorder–My struggles
I used to be super skinny and restricted myself from everything I loved to eat for two years. Now food is a huge problem for me, and I can binge up to 5000 calories in one sitting.
I am sharing very personal things but I want people to know what it’s like and how it’s ruining my life.
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i lost 30 pounds in …
i lost 30 pounds in 20 days restricting calories and working out. But in one day i binged and put back on 10 pounds!
how do you stay so …
how do you stay so slim? 135lbs, 5′6 is perfect. whats the matter with you?! lol.. be happy
I know how you feel …
I know how you feel. It drives me crazy how people don’t seem to be able to recognize that BED is a real problem. They’re just so insensitive about it. They have all the sypmathy in the world for anorexics and bulimics, but when they hear of BED, they scoff and just say to “put down the fork” or some other insensitive comment like that.
It really sucks. It’s truly hard, and no one else really understands…or even wants to.
I hope that we can both get our binging problems under control.
I just cried when I …
I just cried when I saw this movie. I just wanted to call you and ask u to be my best friend. Because I just saw myself in you. it´s such a strong connection!! Hugs malin
Yeah, if you click …
Yeah, if you click on my channel, I am the one in all of the videos,(playing violin) Someone asked me before. I’ve been getting over problems, and have gone around to a couple of eating disorder videos because it makes me realize how much it’s like what I was going through, and the process of getting better. I really did have an eating disorder a while ago, though. ED’s to me are like pressing pause on your life. Just keep thinking about your dreams, because an ED will really hurt them.
No one can do that …
No one can do that for you. It’s your job to fix it.
Really, your …
Really, your friends are right. You should try to kick out the thoughts of food when you have them too. Eating disorders are just us not being able to control our thoughts, which are usually caused from something unrelated to food, but not always. Just slowly try to chill about the food and find something that really captivates you, and gets you out of your prison. I really do understand what you’re saying though, and it was very interesting to watch.
You won’t be happy till you can achieve that
I understand. I …
I understand. I went from Anorexic to BED (on a very small scale.) I think we just have problems with overdoing things and making things harder than they are. Eating doesn’t have to be a struggle, or confusing. Being really healthy means you think a lot about food, and it’s so easy to go the other way, and think a lot about good tasting food, and enjoying it. If you want to be normal about your food, try to chill about it, and maybe replace an encounter with food with a really fun activity.
Promised you’ll …
Promised you’ll lose at least 15 lbs in a month. All you need is walk on the treadmill 45 minutes / 4 days a week. You were skinny before and you still in your 20s. Simple cardio will help you lose weight fast, don’t waste your time with other work out yet. I was in your shoes, it works for many girls that I recommended to. Good luck.
My mom told me tht …
My mom told me tht wen yuu eat try eating slowly (I kno.. i’ts hard) But it enables your brain to realise your eating nd helps you realise when your satisfied. Sounds very tough what your going thro, but it sounds like your coping extremly well… Hope you get better x
I’m the same way. …
I’m the same way. Yesterday was an Islimic Holiday(eid) and I ate alot more then 5000cals. I was at my aunties house and I ate so much. My parents would get so upset if they knew I binge. So I took a trashbag in my room and threw up. Thanks for sharing your story..Hope you get help..
What is your doctor …
What is your doctor doing for you? This is really sad….I am with you. I gained 75lbs in like 1yr. I am sooo sad and depressed. I am doing Weight Watchers and it really helps my intake. i lost like 10lbs in 10 days. But i know it’s probly mostly water, but hey its a start. Have you thought about appetite suppressants just until you gain some control?Talk to your doctor because he should be helping you gain control of your appetite…send me a note we can talk about it..
you are amazing. …
you are amazing. please don’t let the criticism get to you. you are so brave. thank you.
Thanks so much for …
Thanks so much for sharing your story.
I have problems with binging on a smaller scale. :/
you have a verry …
you have a verry pretty face!
I understand …
I understand everything your saying. I wish they would just understand. I can relate to everything your saying, this is my life right now.
It could really get …
It could really get teriibly frustrating. I added like 8 inches around the waist in a year. My clothes won’t fit me anymore. It’s a shame but I must admit it. I feel terrible when I see my old pics.
omg i ve been …
omg i ve been through the same actually, i was almost anorexic too and now ive been strugling with BED, no one actually takes BED seriously so no one can actually understands it. its like everyday is a constant struggle with binging and everyday i lose and of course the next day im bloated and disgusted about everything it kinda affects my grades relationships and stuff
i know EXACTLY what …
i know EXACTLY what you are going through! I’m going through the same its really nice to know i’m not alone. i don’t know what to do either. no body knows what its like to gain weight after an eating disorder. not only is it the mostl painful realisations to deal with, but the fat is impossible to get off again
i have the same …
i have the same problem. it feels like everyone else can eat whatever they want and control themselves if they wanted to also.
great vid, i like …
great vid, i like your honesty
OMG that was sooo …
OMG that was sooo amazing, that is exactly what happened to me. EXACTLY. I hate myself
Hey sweetheart, I …
Hey sweetheart, I watched your other few videos, and i genuinely feel for you. I really want you to be healthy again. Please please please go to someone, a professional and get the help you need and deserve.You are still very beautiful. Your friends might not realize the seriousness of your eating disorder but its a real eating disorder, I can tell!! You need to get help !
Hey there, I just …
Hey there, I just watched your video and I’m really glad you made this video to share your problem with the rest of us. You need to go to someone for help otherwise talk to someone. It’s not your fault anymore, its your disorder that has taken over. I really sympathize with you, and I really hope you can get better…!!
i constantly binge, …
i constantly binge, i cant remember the last time i ate a proper dinner, i like a horse….i dont seem to put weight on…and i want to…i go up and down all the time…i think its time i visited the doctor..i totally agree with all of you